Dear Prashanthiny

Dear Shanti,

Out of sudden, I feel like I really miss you. I was scrolling through my gallery in my laptop and I saw lots of our pictures together and it makes me miss you more. For 1 year, you were my strength in office. I still remember that I want to resign but you don't want me to quit, so I keep on fighting. *you know what's the issue :P but, I'm really sorry because I can't fight in the battle anymore. I lost. I decided to quit. But I really miss you :( it was hard for me at first to continue my days without you. :( and now when I know you're not okay, I feel more sad! :'(

You were there when I need you. You made me happy every single day with your silly jokes. You made me forget all of the dramas in office with your laughs. You treat me food because you know I love to eat :'D but most important is, you help me when I was broke. You lend me your money when I had no money at all to eat and for petrol. You always remember me when you buy ice-cream. :') you just stay silent when I was mad although I know I shouldn't be mad to assistant BIC XD you listen to my advice when needed. You got free love consultation from me too. :> I miss all of those moments! :( 

I'll put some pictures of us :')

Selfie with those silly face will always be our trademark. Haha.

Bollywood day with you. Remember? :')

I rarely hug you but perhaps I know that I'll be leaving, so it was good to have a picture of me hugging you :')

 Memories being created. Alhamdulillah for every good memories <3

Dear Shanti,

If you're reading this, please know that I love you, always. Although we're from different religion and race, but I really love you. I feel like you're my sister from another mother and father. :')

Shanti, life could knock us sometimes. It is our choice whether to stay down or wake up and build a new life. I know that you're having a bad situation now, but please know that this is just a phase. We will overcome it someday.

Do you remember when I was crying alone because of Afiq mistakenly bank in the money? I was crying, upset, angry and many more. But what would happen if I continue on crying something that could not be returned? Am I wasting my tears or not? Yes, I wasted my tears. I had cried for something that couldn't be mine. This is about money.

But please know that before this I also had my first love. And I lost it. It took me 2 years to move on. Moving on doesn't mean you had stopped crying. Moving on means you can totally forget your love. So, it really takes time. It was a waste for me to cry to something that couldn't even be mine. Losing someone doesn't mean you're lost. But it simply means "you deserve better, honey"

Last but not least, you will always have my shoulder if you need anything. Kajang and Bangi ain't that far though :p you can always whatsapp me if you need someone. You can share anything with me. I'm your personal consultant, remember? :* please bear in your mind that I will always support and love you no matter what happened. Okay? xoxo :)

Selesai ditulis pada 1:50 PM, 29 November 2016, Selasa.